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Restless Nights

It’s 1:56am. Tired. Stayed up past 6am last “night”. Strange dreams. Woken without my consent. But I cannot sleep. I toss and I turn, and overheat for no apparent reason. (Was reading about an ancient master visiting his master’s grave. I long for another life. Another romanticized ghost?) It seems I can’t stop seeking. My […]

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Falling Hard on the Rocky Floors of Reality

The truth comes down on me hard. I have been caught in a tormentful spell: the natural result of living in domestic hell. I have been chasing things I thought I’d learned not to chase long ago. I have come so far, but I have not been able to overcome the constant torrents life throws […]

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Translucent Strings

It’s never been more clear to me than now, that I don’t know who I really am. There are translucent strings that pull me this way and that. This I know. And in knowing this, I have been able to slowly but surely learn my way out of complete and total ignorance. Perhaps this is […]