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Unmistakable

It’s a conversation with myself. That’s what all this is. And when it stops being that, when it becomes something else, the knowing fades. When you have too many ideals, how can you expect to be satisfied with the non-ideal? And is life ever ideal? You can probably count the number of ideal moments you […]

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Mr. Rubik’s

An incessant buzzing. Trite nonsense, spinning, and weaving, Identified as foe rather than friend, in its 4am callousness. Two hours of sleep yesterday, four hours of sleep only now. To awaken to such irrelevance: it almost seemed malicious. I was beginning to sense a construction take place. In fact I quite literally saw it. Revving […]

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The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea

The world, and its people, are ignorant. Your family and friends, in truth, only care about themselves. They will hide from this truth by employing a multitude of excuses and justifications, in attempts to appear virtuous or “good”. But at the end of the day, virtually everything done is born of ego. The desires for […]

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On Truth and God

I come now, having pulled the string from my teeth. Arriving at the shore, drenched, and covered in sand. “The truth is God,” he said. But who said? And where did I come from? The underworld is full of lies, and being thrust from it leaves one exquisitely disarrayed. But the path is true, and […]

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There is No Path

Not every connection can be explained. This is when you know it’s yours. The more unexplainable it is, the more personal it is to you. I don’t mean to sound dramatic, but in a way, this is your “Godhood”. And in another way . . . this is everything. Is it your path? I don’t […]

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The Muse

The Muse has always had your back. But you haven’t always had its. And though it won’t hold a grudge, it’s likely hidden itself away. For it was banished from your false kingdom long ago. It sits now — buried, suffocating, and in terminal condition — at the bottom of the landfill your mind has […]