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Goodness Gracious Me

Silence . . . silence . . . Oftentimes I avoid it, trading it for the pleasures of music. But what a sacrifice. What a misstep. Even now as I write this work, I merely date and do not title. To shout at the wind as if to speak magic words: one seeks disappointment knowing […]

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Ghosts II

I wanted to speak with you, but I’m not sure how because I don’t know who you are. You don’t? No. I used to think I did. But that wasn’t really you, was it? No. Another ghost? Yes. Then whom do I speak to now? It’s no different just because the timeline’s shorter. This, might […]

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Everything In Its Right Place

Back in my own boots. Not looking is what allows me to see. No more getting twisted up in the roots. No more trying to create waves when there’s no wind. Either it’s captured, or it dies. Once it’s gone, it’s gone. No place to go, no place to see. Almost 28 years, and it’s […]

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Don’t Look Up

It’s been a while. Stay a while. Let me tell you about the daggers hanging, handles spinning; blades heavy, and ready to fall. I knew they were there. I could hear them calling me. “Don’t look up,” I thought. Daggers in the ceiling. False ideals; misguided chases. Sharp truths, of every kind. …Don’t look up. […]

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Fear For You

I fear you’ll be lost forever. I fear we’ll never get that magic back. I fear that time is running out. I fear feeling like we had our masterpiece stolen from us. I fear we’ll never have another chance. I fear you’re too blind for that, now. This fear arises as the blockages are removed. […]

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Something In The Way

There’s something this world seems to be running away from. And we do this by pretending. By pretending and hoping there’s something more, than this. We do it with false emotions; by pretending to care about that which we do not. By pretending to be “better” than we are; to be a “good” person, so […]

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Fire & Poison

Jump into this slipstream before I believe in your dream People and shadows move together like ventriloquists Pointed, exact, hidden secret portals allow one to enter new realms And so let’s exit into a new one What right now is standing in the way of me and instant genius? Most certainly the mind Most certainly […]

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White Walls

White walls mocked me with their pale, blank, noseless stare, As I looked to them for help. I left that room without understanding. And then I understood. I understood that I was being used by the mind. I stuck my head out the window, and breathed a quiet sigh of relief. But I know that […]

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The Shadow

Who, are you? And why, do you speak to me? Are you trying to guide me? Why do I feel such a wave of reassurance in your presence? I know what you look like. I know your essence. You’re shrouded in dark, with a grin reserved only for me. I can’t recall the first time […]

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Red Sand

The blindfold goes on. And now I can see, what I had lost that night. Not seeing it, but recalling its scent. I was fallen. Beautifully so. I had tumbled into a stark reality. Tasting life, in all its glory. Remembering you, through your sacrifice, and blood. I can only recall. — I, will, now, […]