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Automatic Writings

Fire & Poison

Jump into this slipstream before I believe in your dream People and shadows move together like ventriloquists Pointed, exact, hidden secret portals allow one to enter new realms And so let’s exit into a new one What right now is standing in the way of me and instant genius? Most certainly the mind Most certainly […]

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Automatic Writings

White Walls

White walls mocked me with their pale, blank, noseless stare, As I looked to them for help. I left that room without understanding. And then I understood. I understood that I was being used by the mind. I stuck my head out the window, and breathed a quiet sigh of relief. But I know that […]

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Manifestos

Otherworld

This other world I peer into: I do not know how to access it — not all of the time. And the truth is, even having peered into it, I’ve always left one foot outside the door. It’s not that I’ve done so purposely. It is simply that, I am still learning. And part of […]

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Meditations

A Truly Effective Mode of Being

The past few days have been ripe for exploration. I will tell you what I have learned. There is a fine line between need and desire. But without desire, nothing happens. If the desire is pure, that’s one thing. But even a desire born of purity, is all too often mutated into full-blown need by […]

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Meditations

Unmistakable

It’s a conversation with myself. That’s what all this is. And when it stops being that, when it becomes something else, the knowing fades. When you have too many ideals, how can you expect to be satisfied with the non-ideal? And is life ever ideal? You can probably count the number of ideal moments you […]

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Image Optics

Perhaps the most valuable side effect of pursuing self-mastery is that you quite literally begin to see that which others do not. Having been where another is, and having transcended it by way of understanding, one is able to understand the other with brilliance. You begin to see where others falter, because you faltered in […]

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Journals

Gum Wrapper

This morning I awoke to feeling the pressure to do something I don’t really want to do. My mind was telling me this pressure was coming from the outside: another person. But I know that’s not really true. The trigger may be on the outside, but it’s my own mind harassing me. It then proceeded […]

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Meditations

What Is Your Intention?

The moth don’t care when he sees the flameHe might get burned, but he’s in the gameAnd once he’s in, he can’t go backHe’ll beat his wings till he burns them black The moth don’t care if the flame is real‘Cause flame and moth got a sweetheart dealAnd nothing fuels a good flirtationLike need and […]

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Automatic Writings

The Shadow

Who, are you? And why, do you speak to me? Are you trying to guide me? Why do I feel such a wave of reassurance in your presence? I know what you look like. I know your essence. You’re shrouded in dark, with a grin reserved only for me. I can’t recall the first time […]

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Meditations

Mr. Rubik’s

An incessant buzzing. Trite nonsense, spinning, and weaving, Identified as foe rather than friend, in its 4am callousness. Two hours of sleep yesterday, four hours of sleep only now. To awaken to such irrelevance: it almost seemed malicious. I was beginning to sense a construction take place. In fact I quite literally saw it. Revving […]